Friday, October 10, 2008

Lite on that Scale, I am

Hey guys, It’s the Kayster. >_<

Today is a good day, your gurl is the opposite of Amy Winehouse, I’m down for going to rehab lol. Things are getting better, I think I’m starting to look younger, I’m not bragging either or anything like that. It’s weird, maybe it’s because I lost weight and I’m taking all of these vitamins. My ex-dude came by to visit me and he was looking through my aunt Olsey’s camera and saw a picture of me and he thought I was my 19 year old cousin. I guess it’s kind of like a side benefit of my condition, I’m being forced to have a good diet and have also been stripped of all job related stress and such.

You know, I’ve been thinking. Most people look at me now and I think they project their own fears about my condition on me. Like, they are trying to comprehend what I am experiencing, but it’s like you can’t comprehend what I’m going through. I’m not doing great but I’m not in Hell either, I guess this statement is for those who want to visit with me. If you decide to come and see me know that I understand everything you say and I am not someone different, I am still Kawana. I laugh all the time, I make the best of my situation, I feel blessed. So when you come and see me, leave that negative vibe at the door, bring me positive energy and I’ll be happy to see you.


Darius T. Williams said...

You are so right about positive energy - you get an AMEN from me!

Torrance Stephens - All-Mi-T said...

u got top shelf house shoe game folk. u get books yet?

heiresschild said...

very well said. a positive attitude is everything. glad to hear you're getting beter every day. keep the faith!

James Tubman said...

you need hot and cold treatments on your limbs

i bet those doctors dont even know what that is

there is nothing in this world that hot and cold water cannot fix

ask around or search for it on the internet